human being..youre so evil,thougthless,moody...
should i care about those ill have to leave behind or should i do what they want me to do and be a camel?
i have seen enough to make my desicion,lately ive been thinking that everyone cant be this careless and this ignorant and this wrong,whomever i met i always find sth wrong with them,im trying to be optimistic about this or try not to think about them but how can you do that when you have to be with them all the time. anyway i was saying they all cant be this wrong so there must be sth wrong with me,and i need to do sth about this,i should do what you do and then maybe your mistakes wouldnt seem so wrong,i should be thougthless,calculating,liar,whore,narcissist...all of these would make me someone who can get on well with you,but when i think it over again--,i hate you not only because of the things youve done/do to me but also cuz of the things you do to other people and if i became someone like you,i would lose my respect to myself and i would definetly hate myself,too
i dont know which one is worse,just hating myself or hating you all?it seems like i only have two options so i need to decide on best of the worst
i was born with the wrong sign
in the wrong house with the wrong ascendancy
i took the wrong road
that led to the wrong tendencies
i was in the wrong place at the wrong time
for the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
on the wrong day of the wrong week
i used the wrong method with the wrong technique
there’s something wrong with me chemically
something wrong with me inherently
the wrong mix in the wrong genes
i reached the wrong ends by the wrong means
it was the wrong plan
in the wrong hands
with the wrong theory for the wrong man
the wrong lies, on the wrong vibes
the wrong questions with the wrong replies
wrong wrong
i was marching to the wrong drum
with the wrong scum pissing out the wrong energy
using all the wrong lines and the wrong signs with the wrong intensity
i was on the wrong page of the wrong book
with the wrong rendition of the wrong hook
made the wrong move, every wrong night
with the wrong tune played till it sounded right yah
seems like it was me who wrote the lyrics
sorry for talkin about these unlovely things in my first blog but today what i wanted to share was this.
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neden bilmiyorum, hobbes'un human nature tanımı geldi aklıma: evil, rude, selfish and cruel.
YanıtlaSilhayatımdaki herkes kusurlu benim için evet, ya da kimse ilgimi uzun süre çekemiyor da denebilir. kendi problemim ya da bir problem değil ama bu, bir gün karşıma kusurlarını arasam da bulamayacağım birinin çıkacağına inanıyorum. or i'm just hopelessly romantic.
tanışmamız lazım kesin.
i think its the latter but nothing is wrong with that =)
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ayrı pr.msg olayı yok mu burda ordan msn atsam :W