29 Ağustos 2009 Cumartesi

Does anybody know where the toilets are?

i saw a boy today and i wanted to put a leather jacket on him, because his shoulders looked perfect.

After coming home from Ekin's at 9 am, i went straight to bed and slept till 4 pm :S.I checked Ucas to see what Zahit had done and got really mad when i saw that he didn't make the choices for Clearing.I called him and he said he's waiting for unis to release my application on Ucas so its not his fault.Upon learning this, i e-mailed to two unis four times.He did this too but we want to be sure that they receive the e-mails we sent, or else they may say "no we haven't receieved it, so you are withdrawn(Brunel)".
So here, me, waiting again for other people to fulfill their responsibilities.

I am going to Ankara with Cettin, which is great, cuz i wont get bored on the road and we're gonna watch films together etc.

28 Ağustos 2009 Cuma

How can you feel a colour in your head?

I got into a uni in Turkey and i almost forgot all about it with the fear of not being able to go to England.I'm going to Ankara this Monday to check in at Hacettepe :S as it is Friday today it is my last day to collect the documents the uni wants me to bring such as statement of account etc
.Everyone asks about England and its irritating to answer them all.Wish i had never told anyone,but i was(still am) so excited about it that i couldn't do but telling everyone.
Now i try to get into through Clearing.I hope that works, bcuz i am sick of all this waiting.Ive been have to wait for e-mails, phone calls.Ive never asked someone to do something for me this much before this and its annoying to wait for them to do it,cuz they do it whenever they like.Its up to them.Is it 3 days to decide which uni?ohh waitt he can't do it now cuz he doesnt want to, he wants you to call him and beg for help and i cant/couldn't do it,so now i'm alone on my way and this may end up not going there.I dont even want to think about what'll happen if i cant get into through Clearing.I will have to study at Hacettepe, which is in Ankara, which totally sucks and i'll be in deep deep depression for four years.Mom will come after me,so its not possible to change my uni once i got in
.Everyone says you can go abroad by Erasmus.Who wants to go to study in Italy, Spain or France?, i donttt,i just want to go to England not to any other countries, and unis here usually send their students to these countries, not England.
everyone thinks they should comment on my going, everyone has something to say about it.You dont know me, you dont know how i want it, what ive been doing for months to achieve it, how i was stressfull before Toefl because i had to get ready for three other big exams at the same time, but you still think you've got something to say, your relative's or friend's stories.They went and couldnt find what they had been looking for and finally came back so the money was wasted, loadsa stories.Noone has something good to say, except for those who know me,they just say go ahead.thank you.


Don't want to hear about it
Every single one's got a story to tell
Everyone knows about it
From the Queen of England to the hounds of hell

hahahah


When i went to the bank today, mom's friend got my things done and while she was doing it,she told me that her daughter started to take Guitar lessons in the place where i took Drum lessons one and a half years a go.She told me while she was there she saw my teacher and they talked about me,(he told her good things aboutme,how sweett xXXx)i was surprised.I wanted to go and visit him many times,well whenever i pass by but i didn't because i thought he wouldn't remember me (i took lessons for three months),so after learning this, i thought about going but i didnt again :S i dont know why, but it'd be great to see him,anyway

and i think about someone very often and i hate myself for doing it.Theres no need

26 Ağustos 2009 Çarşamba

cheese is a kind of meat

I made a blunder today.hope nobody was offended.ıts not like i meant it.Sometimes i think i just shouldn't speak.I met Ceren today.Shes been my friend for 4 years i guess and its the second time i saw her.I guess we first met on Myspace,i dont remember now.Shes a good friend and brought two lovely friends with her, we talked about MÖ.SS, gays, cities, unis and films.I really had fun,to be honest,i always love meeting new people.I love to be in curiosity about their interests and i want them t
o give me new ideas, introduce me to the new ways of things.
I want to doll up boys.I want them to wear what i like and its been too much latelyI wish i could draw something, then i could explain my ideas better, its irritating to describe what i like.Simply drawing it would be much better but tight jeans and leather or shiny jackets are almost essential,oh and cowboy boots.I just decided noww that i want to put photos of those guys having a good taste in fashion up on here,yes i'll do it.

OOOkayy,i want to st
art with this guy.I found him on a street fashion website.This is one of my favorites and its how i'm gonna doll up my future husband on our wedding ajhhahaha :P yess he'll look exacty like this.
Starting from the top, he is wearing a black hat which has white bits on it and wearing a hat is almost always good,cu
z it looks posh and if your head has a stupid shape you can cover it with a hat.I love love his jacket, the dore thing and the black bits on
the jacket looks perfect to me.I told you tight jeans are essential.I love his shoes as well i would buy and wear them were i to ever find.I'm sure this guy is not alien or smth then i keep asking why why why i cant see anyone around like this guy.

22 Ağustos 2009 Cumartesi

Uh Oh Uh Oh :P


i realized that
what would that mama do uh oh uh oh Pixie Lott and Leave Britney alone Chris Croker looks almost identical :P:P
I like Chris moree btw :)

21 Ağustos 2009 Cuma

My Life According To Iamx


Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to some people including me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat song titles. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "My Life According to (BAND NAME)"


Are you male or female: s.h.e

Describe yourself: president

How do you feel: I am terrified

Describe where you currently live: Kingdom Of Welcome Addiction

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Think Of "England" :D

Your favorite form of transportation: Running

Your best friend is: My Secret Friend

Your favorite colour is: White Suburb Impressionism (baya kastım burda :D )

Whats the weather like: Heatwave

Favorite time of day: Nightlife

If your life was a T.V show, what would it be called: Your Joy Is My Low

Your current relationship: This will make you love again

Breaking up: The Great Shipwreck Of Life

Looking for: The Alternative

Wouldn't mind: The Stupid,The Proud :P

Your fear: Missile

What is the best advice you could give: You Can Be Happy

If you could change your name, what would you change it to: Simple Girl

Thought for the day: I Like Pretending

How would you like to die: After Every Party I Die

My Motto: Kiss and Swallow



I posted this on facebok as well,nobody cared,its not like someone will care it here but i wanted to post again anway :P

20 Ağustos 2009 Perşembe

RAYGUN






Whoooo!

I guess I think about think about doin a line.

But the last time i promised myself

it would be the last time,

Remember that time when i was green
the deepest colour or you bleeds
I felt that colour in my head.
Ooh right before she said

Chorus
Just because you can,
It doesn’t mean you should.
Oh just because you can,
It doesn’t make it good.

Oh you been down, you been down, you been down,
you been feelin down..
Every time you bleed you always come around.
Remember that time you looked so good,
We knew that we could do and we knew we should,
I felt that coulor in my head
Oooh right before you said


Just because you can
it doesn’t mean you should
Just because you can
it doesn’t make it good
Just because you can
it doesn’t mean you should
Just because you can

I felt that colour in my head (4x)
Oooh right before she said

I keep listening to this song,it has a nice video clip too,but why in L.A,i dont understand that.

When i see a new band i always make a guess if they're from England or not,i was wrong just once,about Incubus,but i dont understand now what made me think that they were from England,anyway.I first saw the video clip on MTV and i was like its like they are from England or smth but the place doesnt seem to be somewhere in England :P:P then i googled it anddd got that i was not wrong at all!!!


Not:ayrıca grubun vocali adı Toby gibi bişi olucak leopar desenli tayt giyiyor ve bazen oldukça sevimsiz,evlenebilirim :D


break me with a tender touch

I want to make a list of the books i feel i have to read.It is a shame that, although i love Oscar Wilde, i still haven't read The Picture Of Dorian Gray.I know,it's
embarrassing :S and they made a film of this book.I think its gonna hit theatres this autumn and that means i have to read it before the film is out :O The guy playing Dorian Gray is Ben Barnes.He played Prince Caspian before in The Chronicles Of Narnia:Prince Caspian.He is or was a member of National Youth Music Theatre.I really need to go this place, just to see.Nearly most of the hot Brit guys (actors) come from NYMT, Orlando Bloom, Jamie Campbell Bower, Jude Law and now Ben Barnes :D

I started reading American Psycho again and this time i'm determined to finish it,already passed 5 chapters ;) there are loads of brand names in it, most of which i haven't heard OF before.I am not that into America/N

ANNNNNNNDDDDDDDDD

*chris corner should get rid of his facial hair :S
*I like "heavy cross" by Gossip but i don't like the girl.Who wants to see her naked ? :S
*I discovered a new band "Raygun".their song "just because" seems nice and the guy on vocals looks a lot like someone you dont know :D




14 Ağustos 2009 Cuma

öhiiii



OOOoooooooooooh! is this a waistcote? not a random one, it is minee!!ı knew that was gonna happen :S it'd look fine with your costume Chris :)

6 Ağustos 2009 Perşembe

shitification

i don't like her
i don't like him
i almost hate myself
I hope this is just a teenage thing
i hope it passes

And this is to you my old friend,
you seem happy in your little world.You don't ask fr more and are satisfied
You don't care to be Anyone
and some stupid luxury makes you happy
but we were the same
.We liked the same things, the same songs even the same guys
but now you gave up.You say OK to be a camel
one more thing, why do i have to look perfect when i'm with you.It did hurt.ı bet you didn't even realized, it did though :S