Did you say "never"???

I am never gonna say "never" againn (!) I realized that lately i have done loads of things that i described as "would never been done by me".

-I would say ı hate barbeque sauce,i really did.ı couldn't even resist the smell of it.Now its my second favorite sauce in Burger King after Ranch.

-I kept making jokes about people who wear waistcote, said they looked like Serdar Ortaç etc. But then i started to like this as well, cuz it looked much better

on Brian Molko, and on some other guys/girls wearing it.So i guess when these waistcoat's association with Serdar Ortaç in my mind completely got deleted, ı

started to like them.Now i am afraid one day i'm gonna get one for myself and wear it :D

-I used to say,i would never get blonde and now i'm thinking about dying my hair to this colour.But still not the way i joked on before.ı mean

ı dont want a colour like Seda Sayan's or etc. ı want it to look as natural as possible,maybe like Nil's. But this is still risky.I dont want to ruin my hair

cuz it's red :S but it looks like your aunt's hair now

-Ohh, ı dont know how to mention about this one.I ve kept sayin that i would never everr study American Culture at Uni and i really meant it.I made it quite clear that it was impossible

Being an anglophile, this would be the last thing that i'd do but things have changed and now my second and third chocies for uni are American

CUlture, but wait! its not because i adore America or America's culture now.Its bcuz i can only study at my favourite unis by choosin this.And my advisor said as America's culture wouldn'r

cover four years, half of the lessons would be about Shakespear and other British authors.And moreover you dont hate Shakespear when you gradute from this, bcuz

its more superficial here.And maybe i am more flexible as choosin what my so-called course is gonna be about in Turkey, because i probably am not gonna be studying here

This september, hopefuly i'm gonna take a gap year and go to study Media and Communication in England, which i'm pretty excited about.