One more boring day !

i woke up even earlier today (5:45 am) to write the samples of reference letter down to give my teachers at school,yes i brought them samples,and yess they call themselves teacher,even one of them call herself Turkish/Literature teacher,which means -i think- that she should know all types of writing,cosindering now that it has been her who taught (!) us to write things like essay etc.And when i asked her if she could do that for me,she simply said:I dont know how to write it,i've never done it,bring samples to me.".We didn't came to this so easy but i'm not feeling like telling the other story.
She may be stupid enough not to get what a reference letter must contain by herself, but she could at least have said "OK" and could have "simply" googled it,it's not really hard to do it,i wouldnt put myself -if i was her- into that situation,i wrote them all and went to school,gave her the samples she said:I dont want them now,bring them later with your transcript,i could have KILLED her,i swear but i shut my mouth and said OK.
And i had two exams today,one from Literature and another from English,both were okay,i may have fucked up in Literature a little bit,though.In English exam,i gave lots of copies because i learned that other students' scores will affect mine,in a bad way of course because their's is not that pleasant,so i decided that i should help them in the exam and gave out copies,and most of them got high marks, here is an example of one of the guys' scores in the last four English exams 13-26-88-93 there is a contradiction,huh?....I knew they were all stupid and stuff i never thought good about them or i didn't expect much things coming from them but wouldn't you go and thank that girl who took your own responsibility even if it is for her own sake or not?Anyway i left school then to go to an Internet Cafe to finish this Toefl Registration thing,then i realized that i forgot to take mom's credit card with me and that i had to go back to home at first to get it then i tried to calm down myself, saying that " maybe its been better,i dont want to be around with stupid school uniform "(yeah that's not good,everybody wears same things,they try to put everyone in the same category,concealing our creativity from notice when we are living the bravest times in our lives-i'm gonna burn my skirt,honestly,i'll upload the video here you'll see)Then i was home,got dressed and went to Int. Cafe,chose a secluded computer,after giving a fake smile to that woman working there,and completed the whole electronic form AGAIN for the fifth time,i didn't even need to read what it asked me,i did all by heart,then i clicked on the LAST continue button and BLINKKKK "your credit card information is not correct" (i dont remember exactly what it was but it was something like this,anyway)then i tried not to panic and told myself that maybe i shouldn't have done it all by heart hahaha and decided to give it one more go,but it failed again,i called mom 7 times before she finally noticed it (she says it was in the silent mode then) then i started to yelling at her about why she hadnt checked her phone more often if there was a missed call,even though i told her before that i may need to call her if it goes wrong,i was so angry then that i couldn't remember for 3-4 seconds why i wanted to reach her that much,and when i remembered what it was and asked her,she said she didn't know why it didn't work and said she'd sort it out on Monday, and its friday now,do you know why i'm being so impatient about this toefl thing,because if quota gets full,i wont have a chance to take that exam,which is really bad because it's result will bring me to England next year,i despairingly said OK and went back home to sleep, but then i thought there is not much time to ÖSS now and sleeping in this limited time is not the best idea, and i was on my desk,trying to convince myself that i was actually begining to have fun studying Geography
Nothing interesting or important happened after that (as if happened before ) now i am going to sleep with the hope of having a great dream about hmmmm, nopes,that is to be kept in my mind ha ha :D