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i quit stalking, and i'm determined to get higher scores on my lectures this time.I'll spend less time in stupid cafes and more time for reading, at least that way i would get rid of the feeling of being someone useless.Knowing more has always satisfied me so it'll help this time too, hopefully.

i have a class, called Introduction to Literature, we've seen over 10 short stories, plays etc and i didn't read them,i read their summaries from the internet, so its quite emberassing for someone studying this department.

I came to Ankara, surprisingly, i feel better here than İzmir.

Nil has a job interview today in İstanbul.If it goes OK, she will move there which is both bad and good.Its good cuz she will live where she wants and will be with her boyfriend whenever she wants as he lives there too and it also means that i'll have a home in İstanbul and i'll be able to go whenever i want, but still she'll be away ,its not like i see her everyday now, but we can see each other whenever we need.

I have always said that i don't like relatives and find them unnecessary.I mean you don't have to like someone just because you happened to have some kind of blood connection with them, and believe it or not, most of the time they are the ones whom you are hurt by.Things happened and its quite embarasing to write them all down here, just wanted to mention.

Raygun split.I felt bad, no matter what some of my friends say, i like them.