I loved loving

its weird,how i call you my friend,.....but you always listened to me ,asked how i was,always tried to make me feel better when i felt the opposite,when i told you that i felt guilty about something you did your best to convince me that i did nothing wrong by pointing out some facts.Others did some of these as well maybe,but i didn't feel their sincerity,one says i hope all goes well but he just says it,because everyone in that situation would say that,but when you say hope all goes well,i feel you mean it,you really want it to go well for me

now you're telling me something about you,something which is unusual but good as well
and i feel so excited about it, i can't help smiling while thinking of it its really weird for someone who doesnt give a fuck about anyone i, am not very much familliar with feelings like this,and now it sounds weird to me,that i care this much about someone

i want you to be happy very much and never want you to get hurt by anyone,if there's anything i can do,just ask me and i'll be there
and i learned that theres another way to be happy,you can be happy for someone else,their happiness or excitement can be yours.the hardest part is to find someone like this

thanks my good boy :)