Lazyyyy me

hii
ive been busy lately and i couldnt write anything.
I took MÖ.ss by the way.It was not that good :/ i dont know if my score will be enough for İzmir or İstanbul but i hope it would :/
but nothing is clear now, cuz im gonna take YDS on Sunday as well
School and the course ended but i still have more to do, like studying for Ielts and Toefl.I havent started yet.Guess this Öss got lots from me, ive been even lazier :S
and i put on weight as well cuz when home, all i did was to eat!! and thanks to mom, it wasn't so hard for me to keep myself away from foods
As soon as i am finished with this YDS, i'll be on a diet
anddd someone is coming really close to where i live but its not where i live and i hate this.Couldn't you make it to up to north???
I went to Bornova today with my cousin.She bought a dress for her Prom.I liked almost everything i saw but i'm penniless these days so i'm gonna buy them later-not all of them-
Usually when i go shopping i cant find anything to buy, now i found lots of things but i couldnt buy :S shit happens
and i decided to make a list of the films i wanna see, then i'll download them and watch with my friends after mom goes to Ank ;)
what a nice plan for summer holiday right ?

I loved loving

its weird,how i call you my friend,.....but you always listened to me ,asked how i was,always tried to make me feel better when i felt the opposite,when i told you that i felt guilty about something you did your best to convince me that i did nothing wrong by pointing out some facts.Others did some of these as well maybe,but i didn't feel their sincerity,one says i hope all goes well but he just says it,because everyone in that situation would say that,but when you say hope all goes well,i feel you mean it,you really want it to go well for me

now you're telling me something about you,something which is unusual but good as well
and i feel so excited about it, i can't help smiling while thinking of it its really weird for someone who doesnt give a fuck about anyone i, am not very much familliar with feelings like this,and now it sounds weird to me,that i care this much about someone

i want you to be happy very much and never want you to get hurt by anyone,if there's anything i can do,just ask me and i'll be there
and i learned that theres another way to be happy,you can be happy for someone else,their happiness or excitement can be yours.the hardest part is to find someone like this

thanks my good boy :)

for those who don't know me

If you annoy me on purpose ,it's reason must be due to your hatred for me,i mean it better be ,

Dont think i'll be jealous of you or i'll try to gain you back

I simply will take you out of my life, and in this case if theres love in you for me even a little bit, you'll regret what you've done to me more than you think you'd.