i don't want to fight.I want to get along with you.

how i learned what "worth" means:in my job, theres no promotion, no "thanks", the boss is horrible, im not learning anything, 9am-9pm, so its not worth it. Thanks Gavin, this is vey catchy, :P .

Useless, you ARE !!

"The herpes virus is known to attack during times of weakness in your immune system and stress can cause this.Stress is definitely a factor for herpes outbreaks. Many people experience the most recurring outbreaks during stressful times and instances when they are ill."

*yes,i am under stress

*yes,i am ill (the flu)

so,yes i have herpes on my lippp

I'm waiting for my visa and im really sick of waiting, really, very muchh.I missed Freshers',it is this week and i missed it.I'm here, home while everyone else is at uni, enjoying this week.I could swallow this easily if it was my fault, but it was not,i did my best.

there were some people who didnt want me to go, and even some stupid people who said, "i hope you cant go", so i believe now that the reason i coudln't go is their negative thoughts.I hate you.

It has been holiday for 3 days, could i ask more?It kept back my visa's arrival.

I hope i get it before the weekend or i may decide not to go.

Two days a go, i went to Çeşme with my mom.We swimmed then went to Alaçatı, which was a great place.I really liked it i was planning to write a looong blog about my travel, about what i saw etc. but now i think theres no need.

Merlinized*

yes,i've been down, ive been down, ive been feeling down.

I miss someone i dont know and want something i'll never be able to have.I'll say it again ,i hope i feel this way, because i'm still a teenager and i hope it passes in two years.

Ive been away from home, in Ank, got back today.We had a good time with Nil and Army.I did lots of things about uni, registered for visa, went Hacettepe to ask if i can have a gap year for Brunel-oh yes btw i got into Brunel ;)-and my cousins helped me with these :)

If it all goes according to my plan, i'll get my visa before the weekend and will go on Sunday which means i'll catch Freshers.

I found some people doing my course at Brunel.I added a Turkish guy, he confirmed the request then removed-rude-i was not gonna eat you, no worries, i never do :P

Then i added some other guy, he doesnt talk, i dont know why.What a great start,huh?I dont mind though.

And i've decided to write a book on how to keep boys away from you.